Man the last few weeks I have really struggled with comparing or something of those sorts. We live in a time where social media is very prevelant. People post everything out there. I think Satan has known how to get at me and make me feel down with these modern day tools. The one instance I remember is my friend saying she wants to run a marathon. It made me instantly flash back and think I wasn't doing enough physically to be where I should be. Many thoughts that made me feel down and grumpy about myself.
We went to Stake conference that night and Sister Polly Petersen said the following- "What kind of influence could we have if we turned self to Savior?". That hike me like a ton of bricks. That is why I am struggling so much. I have focused my thoughts so much on myself with daily activities, exercise, etc that I am forgetting to turn to my Savior and to truly understand what it is I should be doing that day to help my Savior and those around.
I am so grateful to a lady who prayed for guidance to know what to say to impact those the night she spoke. I needed that to help refocus me and help me realize that I am good where I am at and that I have so much. Such a simple impactful lesson I needed that night.